Don't.

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No.
Don't go making me weak at the knees.
Your eyes say things I can't let my ears hear yet.
Your wild kisses make me fly.
I am in danger of falling.
Falling deep.

No.
I am not afraid of loving.
I am afraid to be blue.
Alone after knowing your warmth.
Call me a butterfly.

Yes.
You make me dizzy and sway.
Don't make me change my mind.
I know how to make you melt.
Like you know how to make me shiver.

Yes.
Let's keep it intense. You and me.
Warm and sweet.
But.
Don't make me fall.
Let's grow with love.
With friendship and golden companionship.
In the end, only kindness matters.

Black

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I know there is a hole in your heart

That feels like you are being swallowed

Your world is sinking and you are drowning

Grief and pain so sharp

You sweat droplets of blood

Crushed, bruised and torn

The tears in your eyes blurs your vision

Your head echoes with thoughts

I know you are afraid and shaky

There seems no end to this night

Why is this happening you ask

I'm sorry I have no answers

I cannot save you anymore

Let me sing you to sleep and dream

My sweet, we shall find peace soon

Borrowed Time

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A little piece of Heaven. 

A day in paradise. 

A stroll in the mist holding on to you.

A flight up into the clouds and above.
You showed me a world of dreams.

Memories for a lifetime and more. 

Wish I could have it all and then again, a little more time. 

And Kelsang be our haunt in the hills we discovered

Winding roads to the abode of the deodars

We found our little chalet.

For a little while on borrowed time.

Thank you all the same for I am transfixed, 

Frozen in a surreal moment but the warmth says 

I'm alive and that I'll live on forever in your heart.

Melancholy

There you are, my constant companion.
I was beginning to wonder.
If you had left me too.

I am tired tonight.
My sagging spirits refuse to be lifted.
Unanswered calls.
I know the answer to that already.
Pick up the phone and tell me you still care.
Is this my destiny?
To wait into oblivion.

You steal away like the clouds on a sunny day.
I sit under a tree and trace the shadows of its leaves.
My life is spinning out of control.
Like fallen leaves tossed about by a broom.
And find their way to ashes.

All is lost. Meaningless.
We walk on.
With a weight on our hearts.
Melancholy, you are a dull companion.
Like a bag no one wants to carry.

Storm

A storm rages outside,
Like the one inside my head.
On nights like this, I think about you.
How you enticed me to sell you my soul.
I don't blame you at all.
I wanted to believe your lies.
'Cause for a short time, those lies were my only joy.
But the truth did set me free,
When I finally saw through the mist.
And my tears they flow endlessly as do your silly excuses.
I am not over you yet but I will never be under your spell again.